Negativity - The heart of my depression

So, having diabetes is a drag especially when you don't take care of yourself. What can I say? I have a desease and when I do not monitor myslf it gets out of control. Well, what is bugging me right now is my lack of control of it. I am pretty good at sticking to avoiding sugar, unless it is candy sweet/sour candies mmmm...makesmymouthwaterjustthinkingaboutthem. But there is my point. No self control. So what does this have to do with negitivity? Well, I am finding that the more sugary things I eat the more negative I get. So this Blog today is brought to you by the randomness that is the drop of my blood sugar may it fall from the heights to to the depths to level off at normal. I am barely thinking straight anyway. I think who and therfore I am an owl.

Peace>>>>