This is my general diary of thoughts, art, and words.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

So I had a dream Part Deu

...I seemed to be the last one on the stairs and as we climbed I could see other levels and other people on those levels but they were unclear and my focus bordering on fog or blurriness. The people ahead of me began moving again and when we reached the top of the stairs everyone moved to the left down a catwalk that appeared to go around the outside of this inner sanctum to the building. I did not follow everyone because right in front of me were these guilded doors. They appeared like the doors outside they were the same height but completely covered with gold. I stepped forward and pushed the door and opened into this sanctuary where inumerable amount of people with yellow and red stripes on their chests. The room appeared to be covered in gold and there appeared to be no shadows on anyone. I looked up and I see this huge dome that appears to be translucent that the light is coming from. I also notice that there is what appears to be some sort of balcony right below the dome that follows the edge of the walls. The wall everyone is facing (on my right,) has a stage as well on either side of the stage are two alcoves. From the far alcove I begin to here chanting, then from the darkend stage a drum beat with more different instruments sounds that moves into the best sounding musical sound that I have ever heard. Then as the climax the singer begins to sing. It is one of the twin boys from below. As he sings I notice that the people start singing with him that the red stripes began to change to yellow. I looked up again and I thought I saw someone walking on the balacony above and then I woke up. When I woke up I felt an overwelming sense of peace. The revelations I have had from this dream are the red and yellow stripes, red equals sin and the yellow is those who are healed. The other revelation is that no one with seemed to care about the stripes that others had they seem that they were unified in one spirit with one cause to worship and support each other. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

So I had a dream repeated

So I had a dream

I have been unsure where to write this down at. I like this space and it is for my thoughts and dreams are thoughts. So anyway it was like 2 weeks ago...

I was standing in front of a great stone cathedral with a dome top. I was at the bottom of a short staircase that was twice as wide at the bottom as at the top and large wooden doors with embossed squares and an arched top. I walk up to the door and push it open. Inside it is like a market place of medieval times. It was dimly lit up and there were waves of people walking to and fro trading but not seeming to pay for anything. I met several people and talked to them mostly about the doom and the building in conversation that seemed deep but inconsequential. What I noticed about the people was that they had a red or yellow gash of paint or color across their chest. Next I met these 2 boys twins one with a yellow and the other with red on them. I started talking to them about how to get to the dome at first they seemed apprehensive and then one of them spoke up and said that only the minister could go to the dome. I began to feel angry I want to scream out no way that is so wrong. I turned away from the boys and started walking around furiously. I began to search for a way up after a few minutes of walking around I notice a stair well built on the wall out of wood it had rickety look to it, but it seemed firm with the amount of people going up it. I followed the crowd of people and continued to ask if this was the way to the dome, but I received the same answer. I seemed to be the last one on the stairs and as we climbed I could see other levels and other people on those levels but they were unclear and my focus bordering on fog or blurriness...more to follow

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

So I have been Dared

Not really bold questions

The last CD I bought was:
Beach Boys "songs we love to love"


Song playing right now:
The Killers... no wait Bob Watkins - Abbey Road Medley

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:

Let's get retarded.
I love the beats and grooves it makes wanna dance. This song is all about letting yourself go andnot worring about what others think about you just dance fool dance.


Save Me
This song moves me. Just hearing Gene's voice with the moody keys he plays reminds me of the deepest despairs that I have experienced and how desparatly I needed salvation.


Speak To Me
This whole album was beautiful, but this song is my mantra when it comes wanting to hear from GOD.


Song For Shelter
I like to be moved this song inspires me.


Waiting for Aliens
I wanted to put something that I thought rocked. When I was younger I found this random band and wore out their cassettes, yes I did say cassettes. It was before I had a views on music this was just a band and music I really liked. oh yeah if anyone wants to get me a cool birtheday gift here is a link to were you can get these CD's

http://christiandiscs.com/cgi/flat3a.cgi?Barnabas&&last